The pieces all came into place.

It all started 3 years ago, the first day of University. of all places, i've chose to sit next to you. i don't remember who started talking to who, but later on, people start mistaking us as couples. we were always close, next to each other. But all those times didn't last too long, we then moved on, and eventually became just friends.

That's how long it took us to grown, and learn about life. And i feel that it's all god's work, to put both of us in relationships that don't work, and then pulling us back together so that we appreciate one another more.

Just till lately, when you had your problems and all, i'm really glad that i am always the one you look for. And what you know, feelings do grow. Almost every night we've been talking, and i really liked talking to you just about anything. making me feel really comfortable and most importantly, i'm still yew tat when i'm around you. I don't have to be someone i am not.

A lot happened last week, the entire week was the week i am most nervous but happy about. we told each other a lot of stuff. understanding each other that much more with each occurring conversation. it was all fun. it is what i liked to do. and now i am obsessed.

yesterday was a really big day for me and you, and i'm really glad that everything went on just as planned. i've did a proposal that i never knew i'll do in a million years. but it felt just that i should make this proposal as sacred as it could be, hoping to show you all the things i would do for you. it may not be something really modern or fancy, and maybe in some ways, a little old fashioned. but the smile on your face when you nod your head..it made it felt like everything i did, and everything i will be doing, its all worth while.

and being around you the entire day yesterday was the most fun i ever had. though we just walked around pavilion for like half the day. it felt more than that. and most of the time, i wasn't even looking at what pavilion has to offer (it's our first time there.). because basically i think we were both occupied and busy with who's next to each other rather than the place.

I want both of us to stay as long and as happy in this relationship until god decides to end this by taking both of us and to live our eternal lifes with him, i don't want anything to come between us. nothing will and nothing should.because yesterday, i finally understand what god is trying to do. he answered my prayers, he led us here. he made it difficult for us so we would be more keen when we're in this relationship and trying to make it work.

To you dear..I love you..

nat-nat tat-tat 2009 7th February.