I camwhore, So?? hahahaha

Saya memang suka ambil gambar saya sendiri, feeling very siok ma. so i seriously don't mind you calling me perasan la, vain le, least i have fun!! wahahahaha
Damn alot of random posting ideas lately..hahaha

Yay!

Yay!! 888 visitors.. haha actually no big deal le..just cause its a nice number, so must have a special post just for it!

6.54pm - 22/2/2009!

how wonderful was today~~

After a long time not going to church, finally I've made it back there. Guess god really worked his magic on me, bringing me back to worship him. It was awesome going back to church, partly its awesome that I get to sing catchy songs on a Sunday morning, and also, meeting new people along the way.

What felt really good was how people in church actually welcomed me, I felt really warm and immediately, made me feel like I'm part of them. It's really a great place to be. A really big thx to Nat and her family for making it all possible again for me!

Later after that, nat brought me over to join the youth worship, it's a lot vivacious compared to the main service, but both meant to bring you closer to god, and help you lead a correct life.

later after the service, I followed nat's family to lunch, and considered to be an unofficial parents meeting session le (Kin Ka Cheong). lol well it didn't turn out as scary as I thought it would be, we ate, took pix, chatted. It's a day totally worth remembering le..and I love it.. haha

how wonderful was yesterday~~

Me and nat went out on a date yesterday to one U. so we got our ticx, my 1st ever couple seat, so bear with me because i'm gonna go about saying how wide a space we had, but we only used up a little, if you know what i mean. haha

We later decided we should get something down our tummy, and so we went chili's since its just down below the cinema. We got there, waited a little, got our seats, and started chatting away. To be honest, that's my 2nd time there only, so I didn't know what was really good, nat say they got good nachos, and so we got that, and since we didn't want to eat a lot, I ordered a sandwich to share. And to my surprise, it all turned out really nice. So my verdict for the restaurant is, just order anything random, it's gonna taste real good anyway!! haha

Cajun sandwich, whoa...damn chunted..damn filling...

Classic nachos, and I believe many have tried this, and yea..its my first! hehe and i had it with nat!

Nat-nat Tat-tat @ Chili's Grill & Bar

I was in contacts if some of you may wonder. Fat hao alil these days, but i like not wearing glasses.

OK Food aside, because nobody likes a food blog right! hahah
Now I shall brag about my girlfriend! wahahahahha



ooh drooooollll~~ doesn't she look good, no need spend money buying photoshop to edit. Aiyo damn proud..WOOHOO!!

After that awesome but freakishly guilty meal, we continue walking while waiting for our movie to start. So we were looking at this event by the History channel where they ask people to guess pictures. Not long after we started guessing along, that session ended, and their next session required 3 couples to participate, we were at the floor above them, for all you know, we're so lucky we got chosen. Everybody turned to us and started clapping. whoa that feeling was great.. but as much as we wanted to join them, we gotta go catch our movie, so very sorry to the history channel people!! haha

After the movie, nat came over to my place to meet my mom (my dad wasn't home). We chatted while waiting for dinner. then it started rain super heavily, so I shaded Nat to the car, but the rain was too heavy, despite the umbrella, we still got wet, and just after I stepped in the car, it abated...lol...but it was still fun. Later after that, we went over to Williams for dinner, shared a meal, and chatted somemore. Somehow, I had great fun just doing those.

After dinner and all, I send nat home about 10, and both of us accompany nat's mom to her kindergarden, since its late and dangerous, so i tagged along.

All in all, though we only meet during the weekends, It made all those times missing each other during the weekdays all worthwhile. I had a wonderful yesterday, and I believe nat did too! =) love ya dear! hehe

To Love You More

I'll break my heart so that I could love you a million times more. =)
I miss you dear~

Love:
Tat-tat

A little something for myself

A gift that meant more than anything else

You dear, know the true meaning of a gift.

This is better than anything else in the world. It came with and from your heart.

*Priceless*

Thank you dear. Love ya~

Valentines '09

Work place.....or a bomb range....

Yesterday and the day before, i was working as usual, suddenly my monitor start acting all weird and the screen started flickering. thought it was nothing much, so I went about doing the things i was doing. later after that, it started changing shapes of the screen, and my screen turned into an hour glass shape....

You must be thinking its the work of some hantu or something huh..no le..no ghost..just a very old monitor..but when it started acting up weird and showing me it has good "body shape", i kinda stood up and moved further away from it. and i told my colleague that there's funny smell coming out from the monitor. not long after that. BOOOOOOMMM!!! BOOOOOOMBBBBBB!!!.....something in the monitor exploded..literally..and smoke started puffing from behind the monitor..whoa..i was glad i wasn't infront of it man...

And yesterday..i changed another monitor (also an old one), and the same thing happened...should i call myself lucky or someone that spoils everything he touches..haha
i've destroyed two monitors in two days man..and now i have to move MY desk's monitor everytime i needed a switch in comps..damn it..

but im real glad i'm still alive..and i thank god that i could still spend another precious day with natalie.. WOOHOO!! praise the lord!! haha

*update* The pieces all came into place.

There were fireworks that night when we were on our way home...how more perfect can this day be... hehe WooHoo!!

The pieces all came into place.

It all started 3 years ago, the first day of University. of all places, i've chose to sit next to you. i don't remember who started talking to who, but later on, people start mistaking us as couples. we were always close, next to each other. But all those times didn't last too long, we then moved on, and eventually became just friends.

That's how long it took us to grown, and learn about life. And i feel that it's all god's work, to put both of us in relationships that don't work, and then pulling us back together so that we appreciate one another more.

Just till lately, when you had your problems and all, i'm really glad that i am always the one you look for. And what you know, feelings do grow. Almost every night we've been talking, and i really liked talking to you just about anything. making me feel really comfortable and most importantly, i'm still yew tat when i'm around you. I don't have to be someone i am not.

A lot happened last week, the entire week was the week i am most nervous but happy about. we told each other a lot of stuff. understanding each other that much more with each occurring conversation. it was all fun. it is what i liked to do. and now i am obsessed.

yesterday was a really big day for me and you, and i'm really glad that everything went on just as planned. i've did a proposal that i never knew i'll do in a million years. but it felt just that i should make this proposal as sacred as it could be, hoping to show you all the things i would do for you. it may not be something really modern or fancy, and maybe in some ways, a little old fashioned. but the smile on your face when you nod your head..it made it felt like everything i did, and everything i will be doing, its all worth while.

and being around you the entire day yesterday was the most fun i ever had. though we just walked around pavilion for like half the day. it felt more than that. and most of the time, i wasn't even looking at what pavilion has to offer (it's our first time there.). because basically i think we were both occupied and busy with who's next to each other rather than the place.

I want both of us to stay as long and as happy in this relationship until god decides to end this by taking both of us and to live our eternal lifes with him, i don't want anything to come between us. nothing will and nothing should.because yesterday, i finally understand what god is trying to do. he answered my prayers, he led us here. he made it difficult for us so we would be more keen when we're in this relationship and trying to make it work.

To you dear..I love you..

nat-nat tat-tat 2009 7th February.

A pretty unforgetable day :)

Today me n nat when out for a day of fun.well speaking of fun, I think today I really found out the meaning of true happiness, and I really believe that she showed me how to really enjoy a day..and yes i'm happy to say that I can't wait for our next outing! ;)

This is a really short post but the limitless fun we had will always remain in ma heart....n really..I'm gonna be really selfish about it!! Woohoo!!!