Here we go again

Ah!! now its like i gotta learn to breathe again..there's just too much to digest in such a short period of time..with src, industrial training about to start, and personal issues..why does it all come together at once..why god! are you preparing me for something! why don't you answer me!

I've not been this down for a really long time already to be frank..and I'm not doing very well either..I don't even have the heart to go climbing anymore..i really want to..but every time i think of stuff..its like there's a freaking chain tying to a huge rock the other end attached to my rib cage, ready to pull all the crap out of me..WHOA..i gotta breathe man seriously..i need space..ah..but i rather not have all these happening all at once..

Jay's lyrics says 追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了..walao so easy wei he say until..hahah many of us know its not..but you just have to do it le..sometimes.hehehe..like i've posted before..MOVE ON MAN! hahaha And why man..when you feel like crying the most you just cannot...it is sooooo wrong! hehe