It's gonna be a long long time off for me

Life is a really heartrending thing..well i noe that it happens to all of us..lets jz focus on me..im a guy that is capable of torturing myself jz to get something that i want..and well..to be honest..i'm really very fortunate to be in my standings now..i have things that i ever dreamt of having..

Deep down my sincere thoughts..a naive thought within..habitually thinks that you can get whatever in this world if you could just be patient enough to wait..well i'm lucky that i possess that sorta patience i have. for example..I could save on food, outtings, or jz anything jz to save enough money to buy a nice phone for my self..some of you may think its really stupid..but to me..its what i like.. its my passion to have a gadget that i always dreamt of having..that's just an example of what i could do just to get something that i want..but recently..i think i've jz learnt that its not every goddamn thing you want in this world you'll get it..even though you put in patience..you give yourself hope..its not freaking gonna happen..but you know..its really ok..haha life's like that..so guess as long ur happy..everything goes......whahaha