I don't know about others...but personally, I always and too often get flashbacks of my past. Example through things I see, hear, or do, sometimes it just reminds me a lot of my past..Definitely Deja Vu's not it, cause Deja Vu is a scene where you feel that you actually done something before, but honestly, who knew how that happened.
I used to really dislike it when my mother plays Celine Dion's albums when I was a young. She would turn it on real loud while she tidy up the house..But that was then..Now, music wise, I cannot go through a day WITHOUT listening to Celine Dion...Somehow my taste changed, I am no longer the yew tat who listens to stuff like Metallica, Dream Theater, or those classic legends...Instead, I became something so different that is..... so out of my own imaginations...
The yew tat now craves for Celine Dion, hip hop, raps, and any pop songs...Whoa....chill man...what the hell's going on?! hip hop? hahaha Who knew I would be like that...But Celine Dion still be top of the list just for now...
Coming back to the topic....Everytime I put on my earphones...and play songs sung by Celine...there came this tingling feeling, what's that, I don't feel happy listening to her songs...somehow, it felt comfortable, soothing... then those flashbacks of my young days started to pop up right in my brain. Reminding me about my old house, those days where my mother would clean the house, and sing melodiously to those tunes...Those days with my friends, cycling into abandon places behind my house and got chased by monkeys..or otherwise...Its really all coming back to me now...
What more could I say, god made the human anatomy so powerful and complex sometimes things just happened nobody could explain..try explaining Deja Vu to me and how it all happened...explain to me the processes in the brain that causes these activities..
But oh well...sometimes its just wonderful to have flashbacks of such...emotional...sad....but just helps you realize that all these wonderful memories are still in your brain...just stored somewhere only Celine Dion could get it out...for me at least...Hahahaha
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
Oh god, this made me tear..
I got this story off an email...whoa...real touching...Guess many may have already read this mail, but well for those who have yet to..here it is..
Two Choices
What would you do?.... you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?
At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question:
'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection.
Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do.
Where is the natural order of things in my son?'
The audience was stilled by the query.
The father continued... 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.'
Then he told the following story:
Shay and I had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball... Shay asked, 'Do you think they'll let me play?' I knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but as a father I also understood that if my son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.
I approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for guidance and said, 'We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.'
Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. I watched with a small tear in my eye and warmth in my heart. The boys saw my joy at my son being accepted.
In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three.
In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as I waved to him from the stands.
In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again.
Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat.
At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game?
Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball.
However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact..
The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed.
The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay.
As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher.
The game would now be over.
The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman.
Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game.
Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman's head, out of reach of all team mates.
Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, 'Shay, run to first!
Run to first!'
Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base.
He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled.
Everyone yelled, 'Run to second, run to second!'
Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base.
By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball .. the smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team.
He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman's head.
Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home.
All were screaming, 'Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay'
Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, 'Run to third!
Shay, run to third!'
As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, 'Shay, run home! Run home!'
Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team
'That day', said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, 'the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world'.
Shay didn't make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making me so happy, and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!
Two Choices
What would you do?.... you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?
At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question:
'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection.
Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do.
Where is the natural order of things in my son?'
The audience was stilled by the query.
The father continued... 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.'
Then he told the following story:
Shay and I had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball... Shay asked, 'Do you think they'll let me play?' I knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but as a father I also understood that if my son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.
I approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for guidance and said, 'We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.'
Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. I watched with a small tear in my eye and warmth in my heart. The boys saw my joy at my son being accepted.
In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three.
In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as I waved to him from the stands.
In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again.
Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat.
At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game?
Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball.
However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact..
The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed.
The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay.
As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher.
The game would now be over.
The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman.
Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game.
Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman's head, out of reach of all team mates.
Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, 'Shay, run to first!
Run to first!'
Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base.
He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled.
Everyone yelled, 'Run to second, run to second!'
Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base.
By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball .. the smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team.
He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman's head.
Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home.
All were screaming, 'Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay'
Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, 'Run to third!
Shay, run to third!'
As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, 'Shay, run home! Run home!'
Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team
'That day', said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, 'the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world'.
Shay didn't make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making me so happy, and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Now they look alike don't they...ah...miss johnny...why take him out from cartoon network!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
classic!
Found this pic on the internet..somehow just puts a smile on my face..hahawho goes around naked kidnapping white kids and screaming like that! hahaha
Ugggggghhhh
I cannot breathe...cough cough...said yew tat gasping for air..He cannot freaking breathe not cause of his never ending work, also not because of his life style cause he doesn't smoke or drink and it is definitely not a metaphoric expression. He literally cannot breathe because of his sensitive nose which is ever so sensitive to the freaking weather change.....
The bloody haze is back..I don't know where's it from this time, but I definitely cannot go on leaving like this. Don't blame natural forest fire, but for those who burns illegally (okay sometimes my grandpa does...lol) I hope you burn down your bloody house..
Don't people already realize the devastated state of your beloved earth.. any more smoke and its gonna give up before you do..Earth is dying people, and we're dying with it..
Well come to think of it, I don't really do a part saving the earth..I always tell myself to play small parts like recycle, switch off the lights when you're not using it.. Lets all face it.. we cant do stuff like that for long..What we can do is to blame those people in the earlier days who started polluting the earth!! (That was just a joke)
Lets rationally think through an issue..We know that air condition is freaking bad for the ozone layer..cause of the exhausted air, some cfc, dvd, efg........(sorry Im not a science dude)... but the point is, people polluting the air, leads to making the earth warm (global warming), and eventually, what do you do when the earth is warm??? Freaking on the air cond...
so in order to save the earth..we should bear with the UN-bearable heat you say?? ahaha not for me..I want to save the earth, but I cannot live in this heat wave everyday...so what I'll suggest is to let the earth burn, wipe out all humans, and let god play his magic again..God promised to never destroy the earth by flooding it again...but he said nothing about heat waves or volcanos did he??!
Why the heck am I talking about saving the world anyway, purpose of this post is to tell people how sick I'm feeling now, sitting under the freaking air cond which I cannot lower the tempt cause I'll heat up the entire office. So I'm feeling so sick now, and this air vents smell like cigarettes..
Everybody smokes in this building, and all the smoke goes into the air vents and it all goes into the offices...ooh god.........ooh that leads me back to people polluting the air...HAHAHA cheers!
The bloody haze is back..I don't know where's it from this time, but I definitely cannot go on leaving like this. Don't blame natural forest fire, but for those who burns illegally (okay sometimes my grandpa does...lol) I hope you burn down your bloody house..
Don't people already realize the devastated state of your beloved earth.. any more smoke and its gonna give up before you do..Earth is dying people, and we're dying with it..
Well come to think of it, I don't really do a part saving the earth..I always tell myself to play small parts like recycle, switch off the lights when you're not using it.. Lets all face it.. we cant do stuff like that for long..What we can do is to blame those people in the earlier days who started polluting the earth!! (That was just a joke)
Lets rationally think through an issue..We know that air condition is freaking bad for the ozone layer..cause of the exhausted air, some cfc, dvd, efg........(sorry Im not a science dude)... but the point is, people polluting the air, leads to making the earth warm (global warming), and eventually, what do you do when the earth is warm??? Freaking on the air cond...
so in order to save the earth..we should bear with the UN-bearable heat you say?? ahaha not for me..I want to save the earth, but I cannot live in this heat wave everyday...so what I'll suggest is to let the earth burn, wipe out all humans, and let god play his magic again..God promised to never destroy the earth by flooding it again...but he said nothing about heat waves or volcanos did he??!
Why the heck am I talking about saving the world anyway, purpose of this post is to tell people how sick I'm feeling now, sitting under the freaking air cond which I cannot lower the tempt cause I'll heat up the entire office. So I'm feeling so sick now, and this air vents smell like cigarettes..
Everybody smokes in this building, and all the smoke goes into the air vents and it all goes into the offices...ooh god.........ooh that leads me back to people polluting the air...HAHAHA cheers!
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Ooooooh...Carrrrrssssss
I believe deep down in every man's heart, lies a wild, speed freak. More or less, every guy's favorite topics will always fall back to just pure cars. You can come talk to me about cars for hours and you'll definitely be bored before I do, trust me...hahaha
Loving beautiful cars are not really the job of only guys, many girls I know love sexy, fast cars. Admit it, they're just so freaking attractive. Tell me you won't look when a supercar pass by, and you're definitely lying.
Anyway, I'll cut the crap and show you a few of the cars that I really love looking at and won't mind buying if I have the extra funds.
Loving beautiful cars are not really the job of only guys, many girls I know love sexy, fast cars. Admit it, they're just so freaking attractive. Tell me you won't look when a supercar pass by, and you're definitely lying.
Anyway, I'll cut the crap and show you a few of the cars that I really love looking at and won't mind buying if I have the extra funds.
Lets start with the expensive
The F430 Scuderia, well if you're planning to buy an F430, might as well spend a little more getting this baby. yes it may cost you a hell lot more, doesn't come with a radio, and much of the toys its older brother has, but you buy this car for the sound of it, and how it'll turn heads driving down that stretch of road rev-ing..
The California, also by Ferrari, and its one of the latest masterpiece that they have successfully made...again..There are lots of other Ferrari's that I really love, e.g the 599GTB, the old 355, but those are like just-another Ferrari, and what the above two is, a masterpiece.
Lets go back a little in time...
Ah...looks like an old ford sitting behind your back yard, but look closer, it may be old, but it's one of the most beautiful lamborghini ever made, the Miura. Its got a pop up headlamps and somehow the car just looks like one of those proper sports car that you are dying to drive. It's also those cars that when you look at it, you want to kick its heavy clutch, engage its 5 ton gear box, and just drive away to the sunset...ahhhh...
The American Muscle!
The 2008 Dodge Challenger, powered by a 5.7-liter, HEMI V8, ooh even though its on video, but I can definitely feel the joy of having to start this baby up in the morning. I might just wake up at 5 every morning just to start the car and wake the whole neighbourhood up..haha
Beemers
And my Favorite of all and everybody knows it, the BMW Z4, and better still the one put together by BMW's M division. Just look at it, ahhh...I'm lost of words just by the looks of it..And I want this car...badly...get me as a gift ya *hint hint*
And from the same M Division, comes the latest M6...oooooohhhhh....orgasmic piece of machine..its not a car, its a mean machine!
Cars you could only dream about
Koenigsegg CCX and its limited edition brother made purely from carbon fiber. whoa...least you could somehow get Ferraris or lambos somewhere in Malaysia, but hey, I've not seen this on the Malaysian streets yet..well partly its the price, If I'm not mistaken and do correct me if I'm wrong, this car cost, well......about 1,000,000 pounds.. hahaha
Cars you would be crazy enough to maintain.
The new Mercedes SL 65 AMG Black Edition. The name is enough to let your mates pause and process it. This car packs a 6.5 litres V12 monster under the hood and I really want a feel of how it would sound, and not mentioning, drive. You gotta make sure either your country has got free petrol, or make sure its cheap...haha
And Last but definitely not least,
The new Lamborghini Gallardo (Pronounce Ga-Yar-Do) LP560-4. The latest baby lambo. Not sure if you'll get it in M'sia, but it'll definitely show its face one day.
And heres another, more-expensive-less-toy version of the Gallardo family, the Superleggera! Meaning superLight I suppose..AH damn that looks good...hahaha
The F430 Scuderia, well if you're planning to buy an F430, might as well spend a little more getting this baby. yes it may cost you a hell lot more, doesn't come with a radio, and much of the toys its older brother has, but you buy this car for the sound of it, and how it'll turn heads driving down that stretch of road rev-ing..
The California, also by Ferrari, and its one of the latest masterpiece that they have successfully made...again..There are lots of other Ferrari's that I really love, e.g the 599GTB, the old 355, but those are like just-another Ferrari, and what the above two is, a masterpiece.
Lets go back a little in time...
Ah...looks like an old ford sitting behind your back yard, but look closer, it may be old, but it's one of the most beautiful lamborghini ever made, the Miura. Its got a pop up headlamps and somehow the car just looks like one of those proper sports car that you are dying to drive. It's also those cars that when you look at it, you want to kick its heavy clutch, engage its 5 ton gear box, and just drive away to the sunset...ahhhh...
The American Muscle!
The 2008 Dodge Challenger, powered by a 5.7-liter, HEMI V8, ooh even though its on video, but I can definitely feel the joy of having to start this baby up in the morning. I might just wake up at 5 every morning just to start the car and wake the whole neighbourhood up..haha
Beemers
And my Favorite of all and everybody knows it, the BMW Z4, and better still the one put together by BMW's M division. Just look at it, ahhh...I'm lost of words just by the looks of it..And I want this car...badly...get me as a gift ya *hint hint*
And from the same M Division, comes the latest M6...oooooohhhhh....orgasmic piece of machine..its not a car, its a mean machine!
Cars you could only dream about
Koenigsegg CCX and its limited edition brother made purely from carbon fiber. whoa...least you could somehow get Ferraris or lambos somewhere in Malaysia, but hey, I've not seen this on the Malaysian streets yet..well partly its the price, If I'm not mistaken and do correct me if I'm wrong, this car cost, well......about 1,000,000 pounds.. hahaha
Cars you would be crazy enough to maintain.
The new Mercedes SL 65 AMG Black Edition. The name is enough to let your mates pause and process it. This car packs a 6.5 litres V12 monster under the hood and I really want a feel of how it would sound, and not mentioning, drive. You gotta make sure either your country has got free petrol, or make sure its cheap...haha
And Last but definitely not least,
The new Lamborghini Gallardo (Pronounce Ga-Yar-Do) LP560-4. The latest baby lambo. Not sure if you'll get it in M'sia, but it'll definitely show its face one day.
And heres another, more-expensive-less-toy version of the Gallardo family, the Superleggera! Meaning superLight I suppose..AH damn that looks good...hahaha
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
The First of Three
Having a ring between couples doesn't make any difference if neither puts effort in making things work. But if they do, then it makes a world of difference. It somehow pulls the couple closer to each other, talking about more serious stuff sometimes than just crapping all day long. But of cause nothing like those are going to change, just that, in some extraordinary way, the ring works its magic into making the couple a lot more mature in dealing with their relationship.
well, we made that choice on the 28th of March 2009. somehow we just really want that extra security among ourselves, always telling and reminding us there is someone out there thinking of you just as you stare into the beautiful words engraved behind the ring.
well, we made that choice on the 28th of March 2009. somehow we just really want that extra security among ourselves, always telling and reminding us there is someone out there thinking of you just as you stare into the beautiful words engraved behind the ring.
~Nat & Tat 7209, Tat & Nat 7209~
Since a commitment that size is made, its just not apt to break the trust, or even the slightest consideration of screwing things up just cannot happened. So I'm here to write, to just show the people how serious I am. And the things I would say and prove that I won't break this bond. Muacks Love ya always baby! hehe and I want you to wait for the next two more to come.
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